nanananana...yes!! i can tell myself to stop thinking about someone who's called as a boy!! somebody told me that there will be a man who proposes me in the best time and in the best moment..that's good..that really helps me to stop thinking...
yeahh..i want to start my new life, hahha it's kinda strange..what a new life!! i want to focus to my object!! yes, my mother!! i want to make her happy, safe, and warm..i work on my job for our future..i'll build a better life for us, mom..believe me..just be patient to face it..because it needs time..i hope u'll be there for me till u find me success